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I want Christmas now!!! 21 more days!!! =3
I don't know how many tags i'm supposed to do actually.. Forgotten who tagged me so.. sorry! >.<... After the very first tag i spreaded.. got scared of it.. =S 1. What's your most favourite colour? Kelvin Ting Claudia Carmella James
Footsteps.
Slow, but nevertheless unrelenting. Unstopping. Footsteps hit the ground, steadily, keeping pace with the beating of his heart. Sometimes louder, as feet hit hard, stony ground. Sometimes soft, with no more than a wet squelch as the same weary feet wander off the path and into the soft, wet ground beside it. And then, suddenly, a crash. The sound of someone falling - the sound of flesh and bones upon impact after falling from a height. And then - silence. The road was one we all must walk, he knew. Yet his was different. Everyone had a different path. But they were always similarities too, upon each particular road of life. From those he knew, he had heard of potholes along the path. And from those he knew, he knew how wonderful it would be to fall into it. How blissful such an encounter would be. To fall. Into the velvety, warm and crimson coloured dwellings. He had walked on, and stumbled - and fell in. Many would say such encounters do not exist along the beginnings of the path - he was too young. Such experiences cannot be understood by those as young as you, say those who have progressed far upon the road. But he fell in. And he told himself he wanted out. He told himself he didn't want to be in it anymore. Perhaps he was lying to himself. Then it fell. Realization, like a rock from the heavens dropped by an eagle. A rock aimed and ready to strike hard. And it struck him squarely on the head. And the coloured lenses he had previously donned broke. He knew now - it was no accident. It was no cruel twist of fate. He who dwindled in the hole knew, that he had, consciously or not, chose his existence. He chose his path. And he understood. And climbed out. It's a choice, he now said. Deep inside, I chose to stay there. I told myself I could faithfully stay there. Yet he knows what he had was no mirage. Yet real as it seemed, it was not a path in itself. It was a hole. A pit, blissful and very much alive and real, yes, but nevertheless a pit. And one cannot continue in a journey if one is confined to dwelling in a abyss. It's a choice. I saw it. I went in anyways. I stayed there. Yet now I choose. I will climb out. I will leave it behind. But it was real. He now had discernment about what he was told regarding understanding. One can understand the complexity of the trench - the delightful textures, the linings on the crimson walls, and feel of the soft ground beneath. Surely, that much is easy to comprehend. What he now knew he lacked in understanding was the ability to recognize when to fall. And with whom. He knew one can choose to fall in - but now he also knew one can choose to climb out. As he climbs out and brushes off the dust from his garments, and rubs at his bruises. Yet hope fills his heart. Relief, maybe. Freedom. He stares at the long road ahead of him into the red sun of the new morning. A seemingly endless, tiresome journey. But he was out - now was not the time to be in there, illusion or not. Now was not the time to fall. And the jagged rocks and obstacles in his way that casted long shadows seemed so much smaller - he was no longer looking at them from the bottom of his pit. He was out. Slow, but nevertheless unrelenting. Unstopping. Footsteps hit the ground, steadily, keeping pace with the beating of his heart. He chose. He chose not to. And he climbed out. ~ Credits to the one who wrote and shared. =) ~
Tada! I'm back! hehehe.. i know its been awhile.. lazy to update my blog.. kekekee..anyways, was pretty busy with activities from school, clubs and others. Overall, it was an enjoying moment for me throughout the month hehe.. October Final term exam was finally over!!! Wooohoo!!! Right after that, our class were asked to make a play of Si Tenggang's Home coming. Its RECORDED!!! Hahaha.. i was asked to act as one of the office friends, well to act like a guy.. =.=. so had to use the ties and all. The acting was funny with all the laughter and mistakes.. And after much editing, we get to watch it! Funny and great. Love my class! =D. Results came back and it was... err hehhee... better? And i manage to achieve my resolution of not failing any subjects!!!! Weeeeee!!! Hehehe.. i'm also glad to maintain top ten throughout the year too. ^^ . Managed to learn the solution for cube too hahaha! but i'm not a cube freak okay?? just playing it to fill my free time in school. Apart from prize giving ceremony, i guess that's about it for that month. =) November Lotsa fun fun fun activites carried out! =D Its one of the busiest month i ever had.. Had a meeting with the GSE- Team rotarians from Denmark (how do you call Denmark people?? Dens? O.o.. ) It was interesting though to know about their country which they referred as Bumble Bee.. and students studied there for free!!!! I waaaannnttt!!! =/ Interactors gathered together for World Monitoring Day on 8th November, more infos go here. and here. =D After that, had RC camp specially for the form threes, and I became casualty for SAR.. who has major injuries.. adeh.. it was my first time and a traumatised one!!! Won't want to go through detail about that.. haha.. Overall it was okay. Next up was Joseph Cardijn's Camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow.. the camp was a blast and its the best camp i ever had!!! Never felt so much fun and everyone were so nice. Participants were so enthusiactic and the last night was great. Thanks to the Kampong people and also committees not forgetting the participants themselves who made this camp a success!!! I love it so much!!! =D Wanna know more about the camp and piccis? Go to Damien's site and Julie, the coordinator! Hehehe.. I'm looking forward for more events end of this year.. kekekeke.. so i guess that's about it for now.. Gonna be busy again.. Hohoho... p/s: wanted to put pics but lazy to do so.. i don't know how to do either.. =.=.. wait la.. i'll try next time.. Hehehe.. anyways.. Praise and thank God for everything!!!! =D Adios people! I'll be back soooonnnn.... ^_^
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